Why is it so heartbreaking to be lonely?I ponder whilst upholsteryMeets with me in a bus seatOn my way to buy laundry Detergent. The kind my sister uses. And it occurs to me,(As it does at these worst times)That it hurts having no one. It hurts having had someone,And intentionally pushing them away. I’ve pushed … Continue reading Do You Think of Me? 07/9/22
Pale water blankets my skin,Then falls.It blankets my tanning skin,Then falls.The coolness is a contrastTo the heat of the sun.It hammers my head and isInescapable; warmth is Inescapable. My eyes see white-White light, white pool floorWhite sun. White hot.Summer is warmth and coolnessThat I can’t escapeAnd it feels like an umbrella.Diyana Love사랑 Continue reading Candy Umbrella 06/29/2022
He grabs me by my collar,Hands rough and unforgiving.He pulls me close to him, bitter breathAnd bitter expression. He stares me down and says,”You aren’t enough, you’re small.You want what you want butCan’t accept it. You’re hooked on a dreamThat shattered when you reached for it.If you could will the bones within youTo fold in … Continue reading A mood.
I would have never guessed that at 23 I would be begging for stability. But I do want it and it’s something I want long term but not short term. I want to travel and live amongst different people and cultures. I want to grow and sit in different seats every day if I can. … Continue reading Stability.